School...

So school has started back and my freedom is officially over lol!! I hope that I have a great semester!! Love you guys!! :-)

Thinking Again...

Ok. so it has been forever since I posted!! Sorry bout that i have just been really busy!! I have been doing alot of thinking lately and I don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing. I have been thinking about everything and it has made me ask myself alot of questions!! I want to think about a situation in a good light and let my guard down a little, but I am scared!! I want to but I don't think I am ready and I don't think I can deal with it again!! I know that I will definately just have to pray about it!! :-)

Exhausted

Can I fly to a deserted island with a big comfy bed and just sleep for about a week? I am so tired. I need to learn how to say no to work! I can't seem to do that though, I always want to say no then, I stop to think and realize that I need the money. I end up exhausting myself so much!! I have yet to realize how I always manage to end up having to work 7-8 days straight without a day off!! I don't know, but enough of my complaining. I am off to bed. Love ya guys! :-)

Excited

I am really excited cause I leave in the morning to go on the youth retreat!! We are going to Holiday World!! I can't wait to get out of town. I need a break!! I have been having a really hard time lately with a certain situation, but I am trying to walk in the peace that God has given me. I really understand the meaning of patience!! I am continuing to pray about it and I know that when the timing is right that something will happen one way or the other! Love you guys!! Hope you have a great week!! :-)

Sometimes...

You know sometimes in life you have to do what is best. It may hurt you, but you have to do it!! I know that sometimes it is hard, but its better in the long run.

4th of July

Happy 4th of July!! I hope you all have a great and SAFE one!! :-)

Nothing...

There really hasn't been much going on in life. I still haven't really figured anything out about my last blog. I have been praying and I still am not sure. I had a situation occur the other night that was kind of confusing, but I know that God still has control and I will figure it out. Other than that there hasn't been much going on. I have been working the fireworks stand and it has been kind of boring, but fun! If you haven't bought fireworks yet then, come to smyrna and buy them from the youth!! :-)

Thinking...

I know this is kind of long...I am sorry about that. I had to get it out cause it was really bothering me.

Service today was great!! It was all about hope and I was reminded that God is bigger than anything that I will ever struggle with!! I have been struggling alot here lately with a certain desire. It is not a bad desire it is something that God has placed in our hearts and I am just not being patient enough I guess!! But, today I realized that no how much I struggle with that God is there and he will give me the desires of my heart as long as I wait upon him and don't try to rush things.

I also have been doing alot of thinking here lately about a situation in my life. I was talking to someone from church tonight and they made me stop and think. I began to realize what I wanted and what I don't want. I just wish some people could know exactly what they want!!! I realized in talking tonight that I am tired of this situation. It drives me crazy and in some ways controls my life!! I really feel like it has been going on for way to long and many times I don't know what to do about it anymore. I mean I try to think logically, I have prayed about it, I have gotten advice from many Godly people, and it still seems like I have no answer. I have got a big decision to make and I can't make it alone!! I know that I have got to do alot of praying and really listen and seek God because I don't want to make the wrong decision either way! I want God's will and I don't want my wants to interfere with what God wants for my life. I know that if it is not God's will that it is going to hurt me to make the decision, but it will be better and I will be much happier in the long run. If it is God's will, then I am gonna have to pray for more patience because I sometimes don't know how I can take the situation much longer. I am trying not to let my emotions and thoughts get in the way of praying about this decision, but that is EXTREMELY hard to do. I know that several of you probably know what I am talking about and I wish I could go into more detail, but I am being vague for several reasons. If you guys could just keep me in your prayers I would really appreciate it!!

Nothing...

Ok. so I am getting bored. I can't believe I am about to say this, but I am almost ready to go back to work. I am bored at the house and all my friends are usually working during the day. Oh well, that ok. I will be back on monday and then, I will wish I wasn't there lol. I am feeling soooo much better. Still not 100% but it's almost there!! I hope everyone is having a great day!! :-)

New Blog Spot

ok. so several of my friends had a blog spot so I decided to start one. I will hopefully be better at keeping this one up to date!! I am usually horrible about it! But, I am gonna try to be better. Here is my first one: I haven't been up to much lately. I had my tonsils taken out on Friday and I want to say thanks for all of the prayers that you guys said for me!! I really appreciate it. I am feeling much better! It was not a major surgery, it was actually very minor, but they kept telling me it was worse on adults and now I know what they mean! It was horrible! I was in so much pain that I was almost in tears at some points. They gave me pain medicine to take every 4 hours, but it would wear off after about 2 and then, I was stuck in pain! I am able to talk a little bit better now, but it still hurts if I talk alot! I am so glad that I am feeling better and especially that I can eat, even if it is just soup and soft stuff, I can at least eat!! THANK YOU for all the prayers!! Love ya!! :-)